happy lunar new year!

i love sch!

i hope to get lots of ang pao!

i miss my heibi family. i swear i've been trying to visit that blog for a long long time. i tried to google it under different permutations.

heibifamily, heipi family, shrimpfamily, happyfamily etc etc etc....

i only realise that my unofficial darling xinyi actually pasted the link at my tagboard *loser*

you cant blame me. the tag board refuse.. REFUSE to load.

i'll be happer to know how what's the password and username so that i can put up an entry.

i was so unprepared for what i was going to read. I'm surfing the net during my working hours. and all the touching entries just make my tear. thank god there wasnt any parents who decide to walk in. they wont be prepared to see a sobbing girl on a tuesday morning.

For now i wanna say to fang fang, chun, and ah yi...

i miss you.

P.S: the photo of the 4 of us in our hospital green uniform is forever in my wallet :)

i miss my heibi family. i swear i've been trying to visit that blog for a long long time. i tried to google it under different permutations.

heibifamily, heipi family, shrimpfamily, happyfamily etc etc etc....

i only realise that my unofficial darling xinyi actually pasted the link at my tagboard *loser*

you cant blame me. the tag board refuse.. REFUSE to load.

i'll be happer to know how what's the password and username so that i can put up an entry.

i was so unprepared for what i was going to read. I'm surfing the net during my working hours. and all the touching entries just make my tear. thank god there wasnt any parents who decide to walk in. they wont be prepared to see a sobbing girl on a tuesday morning.

For now i wanna say to fang fang, chun, and ah yi...

i miss you.

P.S: the photo of the 4 of us in our hospital green uniform is forever in my wallet :)

i need money, lots and lots of money. i want to take care of granny so that she dont have to work anymore.

i'm currently at my cousin's house.
i'm staying over tonight! YEAH!

i miss granny i little who is a ten mins walk away.

i think i'm getting sick, i'm having phlegm accumulating in my throat. how discomforting! i dare not clear my throat too hard cos i'm afraid that i'll be very noisy. afterall, my cousin's are studying.

let's hope i'll recover soon before i get worse.

anyway, i made progress in my GP. i had 30 upon 50 for my compre! =) i couldnt feel happier!

after seeing the blogs of some of my very good JC frens and get to talk to them a little more. i only came to realise that UNIVERSITY is like AFRICA in the 1700. we are all slaves of MOE. we are piled with unendless work. if we don do it, or don do it well, we face worse consequences.

wat's the difference? i'm dying to get there and i will pay to get there.

university is a necessary evil that will get me to a better heaven.

i begin to worry.

what if i don make it into university again?

sucess to me means getting into university.

do you know how much i want it?

i don look worried doesnt mean i don want it.

i wan to get into the university BADLY.

i wanna enter the society as a degree holder, or even with an honours.

i wanna show mum that i don need her to make it big.

but wat if i fail myself?

i don want to fail.

i want to get into the university.

i'm very very broke. i only have 900 plus in my bank account. sound quite rich eh? but look, i have to pay bout 500 dollars for tuition. DENGDENG! i've only got 400 dollars left. not so bad right. but wait. i will have to pay another 300 for GP intensive tuition. DENGDENGDENGDENG!
100 left. then i have to pay for my own transport and food. omg... so poor. i have to survive on 100 until the end of nov. until i get my pay. den i have to pay 200 to jul for tuition. i'm as poor as can be. i hope someone can give me a big angpao on my birthday.

that sums up financial of my forth quarter. sigh... i shall continue to mug for exams. only left 20 days. wish me luck k?